I just came across this thread and it's sad to hear you say you're leaving. This forum has been very valuable to me over the years and you have been a big part of the reason.
I don't visit as often as I used to (not sure if you remember, but I was also compared to Joseph Smith in one of the threads), but I still pop in from time to time because I have a lot of respect for several of the people who post on this forum.
If you do leave, I completely understand why, but you will be missed by some of us.
"A faith that must be 'protected' is no faith at all. If I can retain my faith in Christ only by closing my mind against every criticism, I give proof positive that I am not well convinced of the soundness of my position." ~A.W. Tozer
Let me boldly state the obvious. If you are not sure whether you heard directly from God, you didn’t.