Today I was taking a short walk on my lunch at work, thinking back on the question I was asking, and wondering why I couldn't answer that question myself.
I woke up at 4 (my time) this morning, and I've really been trouble over this whole thing today. I've left a long line of destruction behind me, and the only one I've hurt truely is myself.ME wrote:So do you guys think the relationship is more important than saying anything?
I've got no friend anymore.
I was blaming all sorts of things before my walk today. I started blaming truth. I started blaming others.
I got to a place where I'm repenting at this point. I don't know how to repair the damage I've done. I really don't even know why I got here. I know how, but not why.
I'm praying that God will restore some of the friendships I've damaged over the last couple of years. I'm really sad over it... I've lost some friend that I had a long history with. It stinks! I just keep thinking: WHAT WAS I THINKING??? Why? For what? What good has it done?
Your prayers would help.
RV