My UR Undertones
Posted: Mon Apr 13, 2009 1:37 pm
This post is more of a reflection, an experience, a take it for what its worth kind of diary excerpt.
I ghost around most of the time on this board and have been for 1.5 years now. My spiritual background is like the story of many "church" raised kid steeped in traditional theology, I even went to Bible College. Nobody, Not one person EVER mentioned the UR position for ANY of the scriptures that I studied. Not a single Sunday School Class, not one Bible Study Leader, Not one pamphlet or article of THOUSANDS that i read within my circle of life Mentioned UR as Plausible.
In fact a GOOGLE search link first did!
I don't intend to debate the issue here, to me i have found that this is more of a heart issue rather than the objective of systematic theology. I don't deny that it can come from a desire for a consistent theology. For me...my journey into the UR position started 3 years ago. As i looked into the faces of those that i loved I couldn't help wondering what "love" was and to what extent love would go to save.
Save? save from what. In my theological circles that was an obvious question. But how powerful is love, where does love extend and how far would it go? To me it was a question of love. Plain and simple. I really didn't care if my Systematic Theology (E.T view) held together because it didn't seem to reflect the deepest sentiments and joys of love and life. So I mentally started over.
Yes. From Genesis to Revelation. I picked and pried with the theme of "love"and the possibility of UR in the back of my mind. Months later and many hours of brooding.....I finally flipped the last page of Revelations and pondered what I had read, mentally combing the blur of themes, images, and statements..... I began to smile. YES SMILE. A great hope washed over me. A fairy tale dream of a God of endless Love and Forgiveness which extended beyond and over the grave and the curse of sin peaked my imagination.
And of course later came doubt and tradition. doubt about my deepest hopes, my greatest dreams for the world, the most stunning and seemingly impossible outcome of the Universe. RECONCILIATION.
Do I believe UR to be true? I am not convinced but let me tell you that it is one of my greatest hopes in life. Does this hope come from the wickedness of my heart. I think not. but others have told me otherwise. Like I said before I have found this to be a heart issue.
When I read the headlines, When i stand on a crowded street and watch the masses pass me by, When I walk quietly walk through a cemetery and look upon the thousands and millions of dead, a smile sometimes creeps across my face.
Because now......
I dare to hope for them.
I ghost around most of the time on this board and have been for 1.5 years now. My spiritual background is like the story of many "church" raised kid steeped in traditional theology, I even went to Bible College. Nobody, Not one person EVER mentioned the UR position for ANY of the scriptures that I studied. Not a single Sunday School Class, not one Bible Study Leader, Not one pamphlet or article of THOUSANDS that i read within my circle of life Mentioned UR as Plausible.
In fact a GOOGLE search link first did!

I don't intend to debate the issue here, to me i have found that this is more of a heart issue rather than the objective of systematic theology. I don't deny that it can come from a desire for a consistent theology. For me...my journey into the UR position started 3 years ago. As i looked into the faces of those that i loved I couldn't help wondering what "love" was and to what extent love would go to save.
Save? save from what. In my theological circles that was an obvious question. But how powerful is love, where does love extend and how far would it go? To me it was a question of love. Plain and simple. I really didn't care if my Systematic Theology (E.T view) held together because it didn't seem to reflect the deepest sentiments and joys of love and life. So I mentally started over.
Yes. From Genesis to Revelation. I picked and pried with the theme of "love"and the possibility of UR in the back of my mind. Months later and many hours of brooding.....I finally flipped the last page of Revelations and pondered what I had read, mentally combing the blur of themes, images, and statements..... I began to smile. YES SMILE. A great hope washed over me. A fairy tale dream of a God of endless Love and Forgiveness which extended beyond and over the grave and the curse of sin peaked my imagination.
And of course later came doubt and tradition. doubt about my deepest hopes, my greatest dreams for the world, the most stunning and seemingly impossible outcome of the Universe. RECONCILIATION.
Do I believe UR to be true? I am not convinced but let me tell you that it is one of my greatest hopes in life. Does this hope come from the wickedness of my heart. I think not. but others have told me otherwise. Like I said before I have found this to be a heart issue.
When I read the headlines, When i stand on a crowded street and watch the masses pass me by, When I walk quietly walk through a cemetery and look upon the thousands and millions of dead, a smile sometimes creeps across my face.
Because now......
I dare to hope for them.